January 2011
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My last post of 2010.
Alright guys. It’s been a great year. I see all these posts about how much people think 2010 sucked, but honestly, for me it’s been the best thing yet. I never thought it would be, yet it was. It was just in the darkest form of surrender, almost halfway through 2010, that I found my turning point. When I surrendered the writing of my story to the greatest of authors. And so began...
Jan 1st
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December 2010
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Dec 30th
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Poetry- June 23, 2010
radicalnotions: She took a quick glance at her emotion.  And it looked fascinating. Something to feel and hold onto. It looked glamorous and beautiful.  So she crawled right in. It was magnificent at first.  But it quickly began to swallow her, drown her, suffocate her. She couldn’t breath like she used to. Couldn’t feel, couldn’t smile. She was swallowed. 
Dec 30th
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Anonymous asked: God bless you.
Dec 30th
Anonymous asked: God bless you.
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
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dear my head,
I am supposed to be in control of you. So snap out of it and please quit this. Stop pretending like I’m back in the dark times Stop waving all these old thoughts in front of my face. Stop bringing back to me all these lies to consume my hopes and fears and goals and dreams. Stop destroying my self-image. Stop destroying my identity. Leave me ALONE. Sincerely, Me.
Dec 29th
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Dec 28th
weasleysweaters-deactivated2011 asked: I'm tireddddddd, Victoria.
Dec 27th
weasleysweaters-deactivated2011 asked: I'm tireddddddd, Victoria.
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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ListenRelient K - Boxing Day “Christmas makes way...
Dec 27th
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Alright, my poor dear beautiful followers. You've...
My only disclaimer is this: that yes, this is coming from a jealous girl who’s never had her first real boyfriend. I’m not pretty by the world’s standards. I feel ugly every day, and I prefer to just keep to myself about it. You may just call me a jealous bitch, but hear me out. This is where I’m coming from. “Pretty” is not skinny. And “skinny”...
Dec 26th
nostalgic-swings-deactivated201 asked: Hello :D
How are ya?
Dec 26th
nostalgic-swings-deactivated201 asked: Hello :D
How are ya?
Dec 26th
Merry Christmas :)
Here is the worldly wealth which I have come into this White Christmas morning. A Zune HD! Loving it. :D Relient K - Let It Snow Baby, Let It Reindeer album. a purple fuzzy rug for my room Two rings and some nail polish. Oh. And a pretty heart necklace. Two books. Maybe I’ll get to read them in the summer, or something… A mount thingy so I can be a rockstar and hang my guitar on...
Dec 25th
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Dec 25th
kidwiththebulletsoul asked: I'm jealous you got snoooow! haha
We got rain all night. And I probably can't go out tonight to look at the stars like I wanted because it'll probably rain again. Dang Mother Nature. haha

But I love you and I'm really sorry I haven't e-mailed you! Christmas has had me busy. I miss our late night awesome discussions though! We must catch up soon. :D
Dec 25th
kidwiththebulletsoul asked: I'm jealous you got snoooow! haha
We got rain all night. And I probably can't go out tonight to look at the stars like I wanted because it'll probably rain again. Dang Mother Nature. haha

But I love you and I'm really sorry I haven't e-mailed you! Christmas has had me busy. I miss our late night awesome discussions though! We must catch up soon. :D
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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Christmas Eve :)
I’ve rediscovered READING FOR FUN. Cursed high school has made it a lost art. But I’m going to be compensating for that this week. Hellooooo Ted Dekker.
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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Merry Christmas Eve-Eve.
I just got home from ice skating with my school friends. remove cute clothes replace with large hoodie and fuzzy sweatpants get back in bed equip self with book and laptop. Life today is fantastic.
Dec 23rd
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“The warrior poet once said, You’re not dead yet, So live like you could...”
– The Classic Crime, Warrior Poet.
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
erosion-of-beauty asked: Hey, girlie!
I started a blog just for the stuff I write. Will you follow it and/or promote it so I can get some people interested in what I'm writing?
Thanks, Victoria.
(hug)
Alyssa!
Dec 23rd
erosion-of-beauty asked: Hey, girlie!
I started a blog just for the stuff I write. Will you follow it and/or promote it so I can get some people interested in what I'm writing?
Thanks, Victoria.
(hug)
Alyssa!
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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Lies are fleeting But truth is history Lies always shift But truth springs to memory Lies are hard But truth is harder Play pretend Or die a martyr Lies are stress Keeping stories straight Truth that’s bright Can bring devastating fate Truth is death To pride and steeples Truth hurts me. So I must be Evil. Lies are ruin When ground into belief Lies are spur To starving looks’...
Dec 22nd
heisjealousforme asked: It's actually from a show called Skins:)
Dec 22nd
heisjealousforme asked: It's actually from a show called Skins:)
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Went to Best Buy with my dad today. Picked out the...
BUT DADDY…
Dec 19th
Dec 18th
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interesting day with relatives
Practiced the song with Hannah. Our harmony sounded pretty sweet, but I need to project more. Hey, I was nervous and cold. My two older cousins were just listening. It was awkward. haha. They said we were really good but that I was really quiet. I contested that I was nervous because I feel musically intimidated by everyone on that side of the family. Everyone of the family I haven’t seen...
Dec 18th
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I can’t believe this is happening again I should learn This is where my trust issues stem I should learn I knew fakeness was an easier route. I should learn How trying leaves me down and out I should learn I can’t believe this is happening help
Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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ListenJon Foreman - House of God, Forever Guess I...
Dec 15th
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My story looked like a mystery, until I told God, from now on it’s His story. And now it’s history.
Dec 15th
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Dec 14th